TRANSIT

Hello loves…     When you said you were going to let things die out quietly did you mean it? You cause a storm that grows stronger with every step you take away from me. Now everything I possibly could label serene is a danger to my own soul. Leaving shouldn’t be this hard but…

IT IS A CRISIS

Hello loves…     Crisis (noun): “A time when a difficult or important decision must be made” And I, as a woman feel like important decisions have to be made for me and I almost always have to work around a man’s clock… I will see him when he is free and not when I…

W.O.K.E

Hello loves. So, I would like to believe that we all like the idea and feeling of being woke but I on some days feel that in Kenya this (below) is what woke feels like:- It is not voting… We let our parents wake up early to go vote and they will obviously always vote…

HOME CALLS

Hey loves…     “I hope your heart is ready for its last beat, purely sealed with light and scented with cider and beaming with love,” this is what I tell my soul.   I think of the day I will wake in a home not familiar. A place that my eyes alone can witness…

HERE LIES HEAVEN

Hey loves, for your eyes is this creation…     For a dawn to be a deeper shade of orange she would have to smile. Allow me to stare into her mystery and become vulnerable before me, allow me to hold her close to my heart and we will dance to its rhythm. She will…

WINGS

Hello loves, random talk…     This is adapted from a title of a Birdy song, one of her few fast-beat songs and yes, fast is used intentionally here. However, the feels/emotion in this song is too heavy to ignore. Birdy, sings at note C, naturally in life and her dreams (I’d love to believe). Note…

YOU SHOULDN’T

Hello loves, here’s today post ♥♥♥     You repel me When you walk in with your head high Clean cut figure-sculpting suit Eyes fixated on mine You shouldn’t…   Walk like a god Stare like a master Smile like a commander Look like a star   Beauty like yours should be desirable A skin…

YOU HAVE BEEN BEAUTIFUL

Hello loves, been a quiet month…happy new month my darlings.     The moon knows nothing about a broken heart. Even when it is fading into a new nothingness, it allows darkness to rest on us with much grace. The moon remains gracious even when its losing pieces of itself to the sky.   You…

AT THIS POINT IV

Hello loves…     I have been away from my world, occasionally summoning death. I have been away from the dark but light never feels like home.   I hug strangers now because it feels like I could meet them and tomorrow will come without them and if it does I hope that the warmth of…

BE-ING WOMAN

Hello Loves…   Should they ask you to die tonight, die! A woman listens, In her silence she speaks, In her stillness she fights her worst battles, A woman will die when they decide she should.   Should they pull your hair, find pleasure! Smile and light up the room, Bask in the warmth of pain, Flaunt all…

SHORT THROBS

Hey loves     In a minute… The muscles around your lips will contract then relax In quick progression… You will think about his lips on them Your lips will throb Harder… You will want him The fire passing through your lips… You will silently scream out his name In quiet, short, raspy breaths You…

YOUR DAUGHTER IS NOT YOUR OWN

Hello loves…     You will lose your daughter to the world Painfully, She will walk away from your-her path Like me, She will be born No longer yours But happily into her own person, Her own world.   One day, Your daughter will love with strength you never taught She will fight with tenacity…