AT THIS POINT IV

Hello loves…     I have been away from my world, occasionally summoning death. I have been away from the dark but light never feels like home.   I hug strangers now because it feels like I could meet them and tomorrow will come without them and if it does I hope that the warmth of…

NO-DAY

Hey loves…     There is something beautiful about pain but there is everything ugly about loss.   It had been three days in my room without ever letting my eyes catch the sun. The man was gone and my heart had died the moment he closed the door.   I had spent the night,…

GOOD MORNING

Hello loves ♥♥♥…   You will wake up to listen to the rain because it is sexy. You like the chills it creates but still manages to carry warmth with it. You like the anger with which the raindrops hit the ground and love how they are able to let everything settle in its place. You will…

Half.5

Hello loves… Here is the last day of my year and y’all know I have a little some that is not at this point but some-some. This year I am just sharing simple statements without much expounding. Welcome to the post… #1. Changing to get to a place you feel good about the person you…

STOP

Hello loves 😘, let’s talk about days we exist… The slow-paced day… The sun seems to be taking long to rise And the wind blows lazily The trees are too heavy to respond to this rhythm… -not today Walking slowly pleases me I sense in me some recklessness Order makes me anxious Disarray scares me…

LOOKING BACK

Hello loves, 2016 is fading…     Let’s take a couple steps down memory lane and talk about my highlights of 2016, which might also be yours…shall we? But I must warn you that this might be full of music because it is music and I am yours truly…let’s look into 2016…   Love… We…

UNI IS DONE…

Hey lovies, can we talk about how I am done with uni, four years are gone and so are four years of this baby, yes!?!?!?   You know how you are done with your finals and it actually hits you, really hard that four years are gone? I am at this point and I am…

OKAY

Hello loves   You missed her. You rang her. She had missed you. Today I saw you two holding hands. She was resting on your shoulder, not crying but whispering things to you as you smiled, a smile I probably would never have stimulated. I was past surviving us on my way to forgetting you….

FAREWELL

Hello loves…     His presence in your life is a demon that reminds you of things gone wrong. The thing about things that don’t work out from the start is that you know, you are sure that you should let go but that is not something you are ready to do. You could do…